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after 6 days of nightmares i woke up today after my 5 hours sleep feeling great, and only had 1 tiny nightmare where my mom said there was too many wires hanging from my desk.
Quote from: kayimbo on January 31, 2020, 09:12:05 AM
after 6 days of nightmares i woke up today after my 5 hours sleep feeling great, and only had 1 tiny nightmare where my mom said there was too many wires hanging from my desk.
[glow=green,2,300]naisu![/glow]
I slept 9 hours contiguously today
also I'm banned from that other thread so lol I can't even post there when I do feel like dying
THE ULTIMATE SUFFERING
xD
Quote from: rachel on January 31, 2020, 03:20:28 PM
also I'm banned from that other thread so lol I can't even post there when I do feel like dying
THE ULTIMATE SUFFERING
xD
rip, make your own suffering thread
also things are maybe going well this week so this is my post before everything goes wrong again
fuck yeah i'm pulling thru stress! it's gonna be okay!!!
my face hurts a lot less today and i'm feeling pretty loved right now.
happy friday, feeling good, can't wait to sleep 12 hours.
have a whole day off today :)
I've been sleeping pretty well for the past week
Life is amazing.
<3
Life is going pretty well right now. I'm curious about the future though. I really want to get out of NY, but as much as i dislike my ex, i would never take the kids away from her completely.
I just want my 40 acres and a mule. And some swales, and some goats, and...
(https://www.contemporist.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/casa-jura_021215_06.jpg)
Even with very specific concerns, my days remain much happier lately. I may even be smiling from time to time.
Ever had a day so nice you're happy to rake stones?
(https://i.imgur.com/b1c7ir5.jpg)
Quote from: Ozmiander on March 09, 2020, 09:12:09 AM
Ever had a day so nice you're happy to rake stones?
(https://i.imgur.com/b1c7ir5.jpg)
golf cart and a pickup truck had a baby
It's a diesel with AC/heat 4wd and a hydraulic dump bed. I'll ask my buddy to sell me it when I start moving hills.
(https://i.imgur.com/WJFBZUY.jpg)
Quote from: Ozmiander on March 14, 2020, 08:39:48 AM
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What a great comic.
I'm... kinda looking forward to spending the next month alone in my house?
Quote from: rothen on March 15, 2020, 11:41:03 PM
Quote from: Ozmiander on March 14, 2020, 08:39:48 AM
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What a great comic.
I'm... kinda looking forward to spending the next month alone in my house?
I'm already going nuts.
Also, i really need to work on myself right now. I get emotional and needy far too easily.
things are okay. life on the road keeps my mind off sadness despite the grind being thankless and dumb. quarantine procedures are really fucking with people - five foot minimum distance, 10 people max in a place, really cuts down on lunchroom comradeship and old fashioned bullshitting.
Quote from: Ozmiander on March 18, 2020, 12:39:55 PM
I'm already going nuts.
Also, i really need to work on myself right now. I get emotional and needy far too easily.
i feel ya man.
hmm
Quote from: here cums the fuck truck on March 20, 2020, 02:48:39 PM
hmm
it pleases you because you get to watch what society would do on the brink of collapse? lol
at least we get to LARP that we are living in the apocalypse because all the grocery stores are sold out
just had the second best grill cheese ever made
Quote from: here cums the fuck truck on March 25, 2020, 05:00:01 PM
just had the second best grill cheese ever made
whatws the first one man
grill cheese made by the woman i love
oh god my raging heart boner
<3
being upset is gay.
Quote from: Ozmiander on May 04, 2020, 01:56:40 PM
being upset is gay.
i love you even when you're gay
I just paid a guy for DMT and shrooms over the internet.
Quote from: here cums the fuck truck on May 04, 2020, 03:03:11 PM
I just paid a guy for DMT and shrooms over the internet.
wow don't get arrested
you know google reads these pages right
we really should have a members only area of the forums
Quote from: Ozmiander on March 14, 2020, 08:39:48 AM
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She has the worst acne.
Quote from: rachel on May 04, 2020, 03:08:00 PM
Quote from: here cums the fuck truck on May 04, 2020, 03:03:11 PM
I just paid a guy for DMT and shrooms over the internet.
wow don't get arrested
you know google reads these pages right
we really should have a members only area of the forums
Can we? I'd like to be able to post how shitty my graphics card is in a safe space without fear of rejection by the broader nerd community.
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i took a nap and dreamed rachel was hugging me in a department store
Quote from: kayimbo on June 10, 2020, 07:21:06 PM
i took a nap and dreamed rachel was hugging me in a department store
The hair on the back of my neck stood on end as i felt her breath against my skin as she softly spake: "Embrace tradition, destroy modern excess."
picking smoking back up was really great for my mental health, go figure
Quote from: here cums the fuck truck on June 10, 2020, 04:26:56 PM
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the apex of ecstasy is the irreversibility of metamorphosis
i keep dreaming that i fall in love, and i keep asking the person i'm falling in love with how to meet them in real life and they keep saying "i dunno". also i keep asking them if they're real people and not dream characters, and they say they're real, but its starting to seem like dream character shennanigans.
Quote from: kayimbo on June 18, 2020, 08:10:57 PM
i keep dreaming that i fall in love, and i keep asking the person i'm falling in love with how to meet them in real life and they keep saying "i dunno". also i keep asking them if they're real people and not dream characters, and they say they're real, but its starting to seem like dream character shennanigans.
draw a rough sketch of what they look like, run it through a neural network to generate a realistic photo of a person, then run it through a reverse image search or amazon's facial recognition database to find matches
https://techcrunch.com/2016/07/24/researchers-use-neural-networks-to-turn-face-sketches-into-photos/
(https://techcrunch.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/07/sketchalgo.png)
(https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/307634629282889728/730529636248846336/unknown.png)
Quote from: here cums the fuck truck on July 08, 2020, 02:04:21 PM
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that's' what I like to see
Quote from: kayimbo on June 18, 2020, 08:10:57 PM
i keep dreaming that i fall in love, and i keep asking the person i'm falling in love with how to meet them in real life and they keep saying "i dunno". also i keep asking them if they're real people and not dream characters, and they say they're real, but its starting to seem like dream character shennanigans.
There is a method called dream incubation (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dream_incubation). Essentially, the idea is to try to solve problems by seeding your dreams. Using this method, you could try to figure out how to meet your dream lover.
had a nice conversation today
last night I had a stomach ache and I felt pretty weird, wasn't sure if I was developing symptoms of food poisoning or what
then I farted like 10 times and immediately felt better
oh yeah and the cut on my leg stopped being infected and is mostly healed now
sometimes life is okay
Quote from: rachel on July 28, 2020, 12:08:35 PM
last night I had a stomach ache and I felt pretty weird, wasn't sure if I was developing symptoms of food poisoning or what
then I farted like 10 times and immediately felt better
oh yeah and the cut on my leg stopped being infected and is mostly healed now
sometimes life is okay
I probably just need to fart more.